Fasting Fourth session
About to hit 72 hours in two hours. Body is still aching, I'm really tired now I got fatigued lifting garbage out of an garbage can. My mom said I am getting really skinny now, and can see it in my face now. I can feel it in my face and eye's. I'm getting head aches like every day now. My mom yelled at me for even trying this out. and she said it hurts her seeing me like this.
I know this is bad for me. But still now I some what know how starving people feel now.
Food has only always been an luxury for me. I'm learning how to love food even more now.
Intake:
water.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Fasting. Third session.
Its been 60 hours of fasting almost 1 more hour left to hit 60. My body is aching right now legs arms and other joints. I get really tired easily now, I started work yesterday and my body pretty much almost died yesterday after everything.
My mind is still emotional, in the mood of missing that one. I feel like there is no point to anything any more. I'm some what looking for the thing for living right now. All the things I live for before seems like there is no point for them any more.
I knew I should of said yes that time!!! My weakness got a hold of me.
The feeling of not being need or wanted by anyone.
Intake:
Few cups of water, not sure how much.
Its been 60 hours of fasting almost 1 more hour left to hit 60. My body is aching right now legs arms and other joints. I get really tired easily now, I started work yesterday and my body pretty much almost died yesterday after everything.
My mind is still emotional, in the mood of missing that one. I feel like there is no point to anything any more. I'm some what looking for the thing for living right now. All the things I live for before seems like there is no point for them any more.
I knew I should of said yes that time!!! My weakness got a hold of me.
The feeling of not being need or wanted by anyone.
Intake:
Few cups of water, not sure how much.
1 one tea.
Lets see what I got, pushing my self to my breaking point and lets see if I can past it.
Lets see what I got, pushing my self to my breaking point and lets see if I can past it.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
The adventure of life is to learn.
The purpose of life is to grow.
The nature of life is to change.
The challenge of life is to overcome.
The essence of life is to care.
The opportunity of life is to serve.
The secret of life is to dare.
The spice of life is to befriend.
The beauty of life is to give.
The joy of life is to love.
William Arthur Ward
The purpose of life is to grow.
The nature of life is to change.
The challenge of life is to overcome.
The essence of life is to care.
The opportunity of life is to serve.
The secret of life is to dare.
The spice of life is to befriend.
The beauty of life is to give.
The joy of life is to love.
William Arthur Ward
Second trial, Fasting
Second trial, Fasting
Ok. I have started on my second time of fasting. Right now I am on 36 hours. for the first 24 hours my mind was going crazy because my mind and body wanted food really bad. but now my body has settled down only still asking for food some times.
As well my mind was going crazy the first 24 hours. Being really emotional way to emotional, it keep pushing me to the limit of existence, for the reason why. I feel I care way to much about others. Now it has settled down a little more.
During the last few months I knew I could lose so much, and knew how i would feel after. This is the point that I dint want to get to. But it has happened feeling that I have lost everything. Things I dint want to lose. I knew I was never that strong
Ok. I have started on my second time of fasting. Right now I am on 36 hours. for the first 24 hours my mind was going crazy because my mind and body wanted food really bad. but now my body has settled down only still asking for food some times.
As well my mind was going crazy the first 24 hours. Being really emotional way to emotional, it keep pushing me to the limit of existence, for the reason why. I feel I care way to much about others. Now it has settled down a little more.
During the last few months I knew I could lose so much, and knew how i would feel after. This is the point that I dint want to get to. But it has happened feeling that I have lost everything. Things I dint want to lose. I knew I was never that strong
Fasting Intake:
2 cups of water.
1 cup of liquid chicken soup. I know I should of not done this.
So I am only limited to water and vitamins now. Regarding fasting my limit now is 5 days. This time I will make it even if it means the end.
Lets see what I got.
Why Why?
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