I'm I really that mean am I really that unkind?  I'm I really that of an ass to ppl. . . Just because i seem unhappy most of the time. . . ya i can see it. . .  I feel like i should distant my self even farther from people now. 
Even more stuff has happened.  more work for me. Ill just take it.  Sucks even more is that it just dint happen to me. it happened to my family. . . ugh. .  is there really even a point any more?