I'm I really that mean am I really that unkind?  I'm I really that of an ass to ppl. . . Just because i seem unhappy most of the time. . . ya i can see it. . .  I feel like i should distant my self even farther from people now. 
Even more stuff has happened.  more work for me. Ill just take it.  Sucks even more is that it just dint happen to me. it happened to my family. . . ugh. .  is there really even a point any more?

LEGO® 10228 Haunted House

Really cool Lego house. Would be fun just designing for them lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=r5-28oA6-yc#!

We Found Love- Lindsey Stirling- VenTribe 

Great video i just found. ^^ 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0g9poWKKpbU&feature=autoplay&list=PL935973021C8996D5&playnext=1

Wonder Girls (원더걸스) - Hey Boy 

 

Wonder Girls - Sorry Lyrics (English)

Wonder Girls - Sorry Lyrics (English)

I was the one who coldly left you, saying that it’s the end
But these days, I think of you, who only loved me

I shouldn’t call you because you’ll be shaken again
I try to promise myself but it’s no use
Without knowing, I look for you again

Baby I’m sorry,
I think I’ll hurt you again
Baby I’m sorry
After seeing you, I think I’m getting a bad heart
I still want to hear that you love me
I still don’t know myself too
Baby I’m sorry

We can’t go back to the times when you loved me but
I can’t stand you forgetting me
Can we try again? Can we love again?
I know that it’s no use but
I want you to still look at me
With that bad heart, I meet you

Baby I’m sorry,
I think I’ll hurt you again
Baby I’m sorry
After seeing you, I think I’m getting a bad heart
I still want to hear that you love me
I still don’t know myself too
Baby I’m sorry

Sorry even if it’ll give you a scar again
But I still need your love
How can I live without you?
I don’t want to live without your love
You can’t forget me yet
Forgive me for being so bad
I’m sorry but I need your love
I’m sorry

Baby I’m sorry
I still want to be your everything
Baby I’m sorry
I still want your entire heart
I can’t let you go, I still want your love
Why did you love such a bad person like me?
Baby I’m sorry

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNh8h7DHjJo&feature=BFa&list=PL935973021C8996D5

Wonder Girls 

No matter how much you convince me, I don't hear it

I guess tears are welled up in my ears

Even though you yell at me for being stupid, I don't hate you

I guess love is welled up in my eyes

By being like this, by holding onto you,

You say nothing will change,

You say it will only end badly

Even when my friends try to stop me, saying that it's over

My heart doesn't listen, my body doesn't listen

* No matter what you say, I can't go

No matter how much you push me away, I can't let go

If I let you go, I think I will regret

For a long long long long long long long time

Long long time

Your cold words, cold face, cold actions

Your angry voice, as if talking to a stranger

Even after seeing all of this, I don't hate you

I guess love still remains in my heart

Your image when I first met you,

Your warm smile that was so good to me,

I guess it is still good in my eyes, what do I do?

My eyes won't listen, my ears won't listen

* repeat

I can't let go of this line

Even if my hands torn and torn

No matter how much you hurt my heart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bb3ilEanKcY