Fasting Fifth session
Its been 81 hours now. When I tried standing up today I felt my eyes going out.
They were getting blurry. I feel like I'm going to faint most of the time. Right now after sleeping my body stopped aching. I only heard that fasting could cure depression. I'm still
depressed, Maybe it only works on a few people.
My mind, body, and soul is tired. Tired of everything. Just remembering what we had makes me miss it. Thinking what I could of done better makes me want slowly decay to nothing.
Why do I have to be so stupid, to this point. . . I was so happy. The feeling that someone was at my side. Feeling that I could of got though any thing with them.
May It all end correctly.
Sorry.
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